Donnerstag, 3. Februar 2011

I am Nothing

tonight I'm nothing
it doesn't matter where I've been
delay of reaction is
the unseen movie of this life

I remember one of my friends
telling me to go ahead

water on every side
there's a dead spot in my eye
if I listen close at night
there's something coming my way

like someone called my name
but I didn't care to look that way
I just fixed my eyes into the crowd
it would have been strange to turn around

if you would tell me that I was someone
then for a second I would think
just like I would try to consider
how it would feel to know

I have to get on with this
it's a decision for tonight
out to look for chances
it is murder of my mind


once I was someone new
I was chosen for a while
then with time I am changing
at least that is what they say

what is worth with being here

I pray so often for a change











A dead start in my head
And the day's been laid
The things i really want
Always torn from my heart

You never saw the way
How i wanted you to stay
And now you're gone
I'm on my own


When i was thinking this
Was something permanent
You were already thinking
Of going away









Sounds of imbalance
Sleeps through the never
The artificial lightsource
Is creeping with flies

And this time I break
I will never make
Another day

Defiant to what's delivered

I will find a way
To sever myself
Exit all today
You can't see this
Did you ever say

I break sever
I will find a way
Visit me when I'm there
The weakness of Hope
Is the strenght of decline
Remember whar's past ways
And what I've become
The joy if not beig
Something I need
I'm only weather
But only to me









We saw it all pass by
And you went by
And I can't control anything
When you said that life
Can't be what you want
And I really want everything
When I pray
When I believe

I saw it end long before it ended

Life itself turned pale and ended
I saw you cry out acres of your image
Life itself does not heal me
Like a slow scenery